Diary Of My Life.

Confused.

2009-08-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

Finally my HTML codes didn't screw up. A new look on the blog after so many weeks. (: Now I'm not gonna touch anything on the template till I get sick of this skin!

Well, time was never on my side so far. I'm screwing up my new chapters on MOB, losing touch in Economics and getting more demoralised by my MT Literature day by day. Die la. I just wanna get the Promo 2 done and over please. After that then no more H2s till next year! YEAY YEAH! I rather concentrate on my Maths right now. But wait, what about my statistics? I don't even have a clue on that. I wish someone could really sit down with me and teach from scratch. Well, who gives a damn anyway...

Alright on a higher note(?), Atikah will be back on 5th September from Australia. Maybe I can bug her to guide me or even employ her as my tuition teacher. Haha. Damn, she got AAB for her A levels! No wonder my mum loves her and declare as anak angkat. Wanita Melayu Terakhir la dikatekan. Okayy.. She's my adik angkat now. She will die soon because of my crap! =D

2009-07-31T21:08:00.001+08:00

You played with the fire.

2009-06-07T15:34:00.004+08:00

Something infests me when I'm alone. Surely it is lunacy? I tried to vomit, spit out my life but failed. Besides, I can't rewind my life to then. When I was freaming with warmth, you took away the child I've been and left me frozen.

I am a liar. I suggest you take care of my advice. The wheel of fortune always goes round. So, whatever goes up must always come down. I am going to clench my fist, break my chains and destroy the mirror of tears. I will force this to be the night to smash you down and lose my innocence. I welcome in resurrecting from the ban they put on you. However, get ready to fall again - you will.

I'll be the sense in all of your tears.

And I'll be the reason of all your fears.

If only there was a full version..

2009-05-27T20:06:00.003+08:00

Wow. Respect. 5 stars. Yes correct. Zai.

Pieces.

2009-05-19T02:35:00.005+08:00

I didn't even realise that this photo exist! AHHHH My 08A5 classmates!

Oh yea, this is the pioneer batch of MI Symphonic Band members. Alot of them missing though.

Wheee ~ Feeling high now. Looking forward for school tomorrow! Because I've done my homework already. (: It's 0253hrs now so GOODDDNITEEEEZZZ Xiiao Meii Meii! HAHAHA.

A different story now.

2009-05-17T11:39:00.003+08:00

SYF + MI Official Opening = GG. NO MORE. YESSA!

For the whole night I've been staring at the ceiling and reflecting on what I've done for the past 1 term. It has been the busiest days in the history of my life. With everyday going home at almost 10pm, I wasn't able to cope with my studies and of course, Homework. I'm feeling very guilty for the past 1 month or so because of my poor attitude and running away from the teachers like a criminal. Yes, it's my fault.. And I want to get myself back on track as soon as possible. For the teachers who visit my blog, I really hope you understand for all the trouble I've been giving in which you hated me so much. Pardon me for talking like a person to another human instead of saying formally like a student to a teacher.

The only thing I can do in order to convince them that I'm very sorry is by proving them wrong for the examination. Now that I've got a 1-month break coming soon, I'm really looking forward for it. Well, it is not because that I can slack myself and kill the times away but I really need time alone for my revision without any disturbance. I wanna concentrate. I want to repeat last year's mood in which all I have is note,coffee and an open mind. Seriously. The last thing I want to hear is, "It's worth it."

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To whom it may concern,

As a friend, I'm just hoping that you'll stay strong and be there for your loved ones all the time. Even though others may not be able to help out on the problems that you're having, I think you're mature enough to think about what the future lies. Although I may not be seeing you anymore or for a long time, always remember the times that make us smile and also the the hardships that we've been through. We may not be on the same boat but for at least we're going towards the same direction on the sea.

As a leader, The most important thing is to promise yourself that you will move on with your chin up and not dwelling on anything. Failure is nothing but it is the way you get up and move on from it will be the one that counts. Wish you all the best.

It's over. (:

2009-05-07T11:12:00.003+08:00

Now I've gotta get back to my studies. My absenteesm rate is very high now and I don't wanna get barred from the examination. If that's the case, my life will be meaningless. I can't wait to kickstart on next Tuesday. (Too bad Monday is a holiday!)

I suddenly don't have the word 'FORCE' in me for the past few months. ahhh. I must get back to the old ways because that trademark is very powerful and it describes most of my life. Even my friends is asking me to 'FORCE'. hahahaha. Seriously, alot of people are underestimating this word. Be careful, it may bite you.

When I heard the result, I just sat down and reflect on my life. I couldn't deny that it was heartbreaking. It sounded like a failure but I was still having my chin up and having the balls to look at other schools who cried. It was full of drama around. Apart from that, I did look at my own member's eyes. It was full of disappointment but I was still very proud of them. This was because I knew they worked very hard till this day and endured all the pressure from almost every corner. We may look weak in our performance but for sure, we're strong in our minds. And from there we'll move forward as a stepping stone.

It's not about the medals. It's about the memories and the joy we shared with each other. The future will only get better for sure. I promise.

All the best, Abu Huzaifah.

2009-05-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

It's been 7 years I became a musician. Time flies. It really does.

Looking back at all the times I had during my 3 years, I didn't have any regrets at all. From practices to outings and to barbeque/chalet.. like wow. And tomorrow will be the day that I've been waiting for. I swear that I will not try my best.. but instead, I will DO MY BEST. Whatever the results are going to be, I am going to smile and look at the positive side. This is because, we are a young band and it has grown very very fast. People may say that we suck but I don't really care because the hardships that the band has gone through is really the one that we will remember forever. (:

From the bottom of my heart, I love Millennia Institute Symphonic Band. This is my life.

The White Flag Is Up.

2009-05-03T12:02:00.003+08:00

Officially, I give up. A few more days to the real thing now but I don't think the Gold award is attainable. I've been listening to the band's recording for almost a hundred time and I can't find any 'wow' factor in it. There are a lot of mistakes in the 2 songs but till now I'm still not sure why is everyone feeling happy and satisfied. The purpose of the recording is to see how much the band has been progressing and to build up from that momentum. From the looks of it, everyone is thinking that it is good enough and therefore being complacent. Well, I cannot afford to point the finger to anyone because we are very very tired of practising every single day. Even the conductors are like giving up because everything is in our hands now. The only thing I can do is Hope. I've already surrender but I swear that I won't be pulling anyone down and will do my best.

People had been complaining about my way of leading of being too harsh. I can't deny that and I did change myself for the past 2 or 3 practices and put on a wide smile instead of shouting. However, come to think of it, did they ever wonder what the band is like now if there is no one to really push and move the band around? Will the band be whatever they are now with so much improvements in a short period of time? I don't really need credits for doing all this but I just want everyone to know what is the purpose of me doing all this. And guess what..because I love and care about MI Symphonic Band. I am willing to sacrifice my life and body by not being the real me and putting an 'evil mask' in order to push all of you towards fully utilising the times left. Sadly, only some of the seniors know (especially the people who were in the band from the 1st day it was formed) and I really appreciate it. To those out there who are not happy with me or the committee, it is alright. You guys will know one day how it feels when it is your turn.

My life is different now. My passion and interest for music is suddenly gone. I'm seriously thinking of quitting band because I don't have anything left there after SYF? Sadly, it feels like as though I don't have a purpose coming for practices anymore. Soon, my friends are going off by either stepping down or maybe leave the school. Hmmm. Let's just see how it goes for now.

9 days left.

2009-04-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm having tons of homework but I'm not gonna do it right now. Don't ask me why. There are too many things running in my mind and I shall just spit out some of them.

Well, this is the one at the top of my list. This is what my life has been about for the past 2 months. Every day and night I keep on thinking about the future, the programmes, everything! I'm currently under some high and heavy pressure from the school due to other CCAs sweeping all the Gold medals possible. Next up is Millennia Institute Symphonic Band. A Silver medal is seriously good enough for a young band to achieve but I guess it is not for this school. We're just unlucky to be in this position.

However, I'll do anything to reach the top. I'm willing to sacrifice my life for this. People may have a bad impression of me (as always) but I don't mind as long as it is for the best of the world. Band actually change my life from a cheerful person into some bitch who only knows how to shout at people. Well, I got my reasons for it. I just wish that they knew. If only they can read my mind and heart.

Besides that, my family is another obstacle. My sister is getting engage on the 6th June. I seriously feel happy for her. However, it's not about her finally being able to meet the right person and have a good life. It's about her getting out of my liability list in the family. Finally I can go home peacefully and treat it as a real place for me to open up my mind. I'll change the 'Dark Tower' name on my phone once she's out!

Another thing I wanna let out is about this particular person. But then.. come to think of it, I don't really know how to start this topic. Or maybe, better to zip it up and just live with whatever I can do? Hmmm, I've never experience this crap feeling before. It's just too scary because she's hard for me to define. At one time it may be the best thing that can ever happen in my life but on the other hand... I don't know.

Namte baka na watashi na no?!

2009-03-21T22:24:00.007+08:00

Everything was about Band for the past 5 days. Seriously, I'm abit tired of running here and there. However, I felt very happy. There was something that made me crazy. Hmmm. I wonder what was it.

Whatever it is, I'm in some kind of pressure right now especially after the Exchange @ CCK. I am desperate to get at least a Silver for SYF this coming May. Most of the people in the band look kinda relax and I'm worried about it. I don't think they have the hunger to win or something? For me, I will never accept a Bronze in my life. I will cry if I get that.. seriously. Some will say that I am abit ambitious but it's not impossible either. I wanna scold but.. Sigh.. They know themselves better.

My section is like... chaos now? It's only the 3 of us anyway. I'm like the center party. All I can say is, good luck? haha. Come on la.. it is 1 month + away.. which concludes to less than 20 practices left. THINK OI THINK!

Post-exam activity.

2009-03-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

This is my new class. Where is Mr Roslan? hahaha. Inside my pocket maybe. This class is like being split into 3 groups.. they are A5, B7 survivors and the senior citizens. Well, according to Mr Thiang, everyone is starting to gel with each other but I don't see any sign of it. =X Fake smiles from the photo eh? Hmmm.

This was the stadium that my group built. Although I was not in school for 2 days, I think we got the best one out of the other 2 'sandcastles'. (: And... we didn't even need the draft to do it! Okayy, I suck at planning but I don't care.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna be freaking busy once school reopens. SYF, MI Carnival, Project Work, what else huh... oh.. studies! Well, passed 2h2 1h1 for the Common test. And yes, I passed Maths! I'm proud of it because the whole of my class failed except me. I'm action now. =DD

PENAT SIOT!

2009-03-01T12:23:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously dying right now. Been sick for almost a week and the things going on around me are not helping at all. My body is aching right now.. so is my brain. I feel like going out and just run around and fly. hah.

Well,exams are over but I'm not happy. I feel that there's something that can make me do better for it. AHHHHH. GP is good. MOB is shit even though I studied for 2 days straight. Econs look promising. Maths is good. Wait.. the 'good' ones are considered to be an improvement although i expect myself to fail. Hmmm. I'm left with Malay.. which is a disaster.

Oh yeahh, 6 more days to Sports Fiesta. It's actually sports day. Don't ask me why they change the name. Well, I can't wait for cheerleading. 5 6 7 8! I'm hoping that my house doesn't screw up on the actual day. It includes me also because I really suck at throwing people! haha. Okayy I shall start stoning again. Wheeee ~

2009-02-21T14:08:00.003+08:00

This week is a hardcore one. Although I'm on Medical leave for 3 days. .

Monday

In school super early for I don't know what reason. hahaha.

Tuesday

MC MC MC.

Wednesday

MC MC MC! Haha. I was late for school actually. Shocked to see fire engines all over the place.

Thursday

Went to the doc and complained about the medication. I was having stomach ache the whole night. Besides, Aaron was planning to study Econs at

Friday

Finally back in school, nearly all the teachers asking me what happened. The only thing I said was, " My hamster hungry ah. Need to feed them." My friends came out with an excuse in which I was choking to death from the smoke around the school. (There was a forestfire anyway) Oh yeahh, had Band practice and also cheerleading session. Kinda fun LOL.

Today

Now I'm here blogging? ha. I'm suppose to meet Khuzaifah to study now but it is raining. Also.. he is not replying my SMS! -_-

QWERTY

2009-02-07T21:30:00.003+08:00

This is Trombone section! I'm gonna get another junior! Finally a guy.... Okay I wanna complain something. I can't find my mouthpiece at home! Ended up using the default one. AAAHHHHH. #$%^&*!

This week.. Nothing much happened. I'm beginning to hate Malay lessons right now. The teachers are like so fierce suddenly. Now I love Econs and MOB! Oh yeahhh. I got full marks for Econs test! LAI LAI ~ Aina jealous! Whatever it is, I'm so lazy to go through the Common test even though it is only 4 days long. But I'm making sure that I'm not getting 0/50 for H1 Maths!

1 MORE ROUND! YEAHHHH.

2009-01-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to read up my Malay Literature novel but who cares? Tomorrow is a short day so I don't wanna bother so much about all this. heh.

Do you know who is this?

His name is Mask Rider555. (I dunno what is the number for. Seriously)

Well this guy was one the of the hot topics that my friends were talking about. He rides a bike. Anyway, we were imagining things that was logical but never seen b4?

1. What if his bike is out of petrol?
2. What does he work as?? McDonald delivery.. or plumber?
3. Imagine his bike got wheel clamped.. HAHA.

There's a lot more stuff that I can list down but lazy uh. Just think about it kids. To sum up, I just wanna point out something to the younger generations. STOP WATCHING ALL THIS SHIT.

I'm SIAN-ing

2009-01-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY!

2009-01-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

YOU SAVED MY LIFE.

Thanks Arifah! Finally I can rest in peace! (:

Giant spiders learn how to swim and with whales they form a united kin.

2009-01-13T19:56:00.004+08:00

Landing safely to the blue lagoon, I don't know if this is the earth or the moon. For now, joy of living is no more of a mask. I was thrown into the darkened sky where new worlds are born and die. They watch it approaching glow. It is soon to be known that The Eden I found will last for another year. Someone said this: "For this gift of dream you must pay the pricewith the loss of life's pleasures". I guess.. we've gotta FORCE. 08B7!!! -___-"

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To where all dreams whisper your name, I'm yours to take . It's made in heaven, not in vain. In your dark eyes lies the suffering of my pride. Now look at my tries. Meant to fight this longing I can't hide.

Oh, I know where we're going, I hold the key to our fate. Let's face a new morning before it's too late!

I'm lazy to go schoooooool....,

2009-01-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

bora says:
wanna download songs now
bora says:
Thai Songs!!
bora says:
Wakakaka
Huzaifah. says:
LOL
bora says:
and i never listen to T songs before
bora says:
try try
bora says:
tmr i try vietnam
Huzaifah. says:
i go try myanmar and cambodia ah
Huzaifah. says:
hahahahaha
bora says:
HAHAAHA
bora says:
can UH!
bora says:
then we trade!

I've never been this.. random? I don't even know how to start finding the songs. Anyway, that's not the thing that I want to blog about. Today, I'm gonna talk about my friend BORA. (:

Okay, she's rocks! A small but powerful girl. Can do practically everything eh! (Healthy stuff only) These type of people are the ones I respect actually. They are open to do stuff which may sounds alien to them. Isn't that great? I always believe that these type of person will have a happie life. AHHHH. Sadly we're not classmates anymore in 2 days time. Must teach me Maths alright!? And yea, I realli hope that you're gonna have a good year ahead of you.. be it in MI or NYP. Force Oi Force! Haha. Oh yes, OMG you're different yesterday with eyeliners! I don't know how to describe ah. My reaction was like, "Eh Bora..... not bad siaaa!" (:

Alright. I got like.. 24hrs left to do my Sastera! And Maths... Tmr going compasspoint for Maths consultation.. Actually not even consult.. It's more of like, " OMG PLZ DO IT FOR ME!" Hahaha! =X

QUICK FACT!(?)

2009-01-10T15:49:00.013+08:00

After thousands of miles through the cold stormy air, there´s really nothing that I wouldn´t dare. I climb the eye of the hurricane when the winds are whispering your name. Now, the starlit sky of black and silver is my core. Well, my last goodbye... Makes me want to say even more? Thanks so much for his confusion as I will be your lost illusion. For silver is my fame, Black will be my name.

I know it´s the final breath I´m taking if I let you win.
So I cannot be the one forgiving or giving in.

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Indeed, reality seems far. They watched us silently.. Built on sand by our hands were all of our homes. However, turn around. Realise this world is not our own. So we have to succumb to the call of fate. Let's hear it now because it leads us down to future´s open gate.

You curse the day I first saw you. It's like the roses, they fear the gloom. Now, don't look at me the way you do. Just like roses, they're born to bloom. (:

Your thorns, they kissed my blood.

@#$%^&*

2009-01-07T18:44:00.005+08:00

I got two chalets going on for 2 nights in a row and everything is kinda screwed up. Everyone just seem to think about themselves only. They don't care where the food come from, where the money comes from, how the food gonna be brought. Wasted freaking lots of SMSes just to make sure they get the message. Well, they didn't have the urge to even reply and be aware of stuff. And the best thing is, why am i doing all this in the 1st place? I'm didn't even 'volunteer' to be in-charge. You know who you are right? If you complain here and there, I'll make sure you get a tight slap from me.

When she gives you affection, you better wear protection.
that skank might have an infection, are you playing close attention?
In sex ed, remember what you read.
Just forget what the others have said,
get it through your head, use your brain before you go to bed.

Sigh. I wanna talk to you. You made me smile.

BINGO!

2009-01-06T19:44:00.007+08:00

Whoa HOT HOT HOT! hahahah. Now i'm looking at girls. Since all the girl's blog i come across is like.. full of guys pic and the "OMGWTFBBQ FAINTsxxzz" feeling, so.. my turn oi. xD Well yeah, wat makes her special is her Mop Hair.. Well that was what my nephew called her. -___- It's kinda unique isn't it? U ppl can say that it's the worst hairstyle ever but who cares? And guess wat.. I'm like listening to AKB48's songs! Wooohooo power! (Old songs though. HA.) =DD

Well, today was absolutely cooool. It was a shopping spree for me. Oh yeah, someone else too! I did stuff that I rarely do basically. I'm not a shopping freak but today was like... got possesed? Everything in our mind was only , "BUY BUY BUY! Must BUY!" My wish also came true.... Went to eat Sushi at Harbourfront. After 3 weeks ehhhh!!! Haha. Super cool with all the recommendations slapping to my face but I'm sooo enjoying it! xD

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I was stranger in my universe but you set my mind between worlds spinning round. Something was infesting me when I'm alone. What a lunacy. I want to vomit, spit out of my life. Resurrecting from the ban, they put me to fall again - (I will) - What they foreknew only was the Gods to illuminate and just a slave to be as my fate. However, the days of thunder cried their goodbye and for the first time I know what to do. I will just keep on being one with you.

I got brainwashed.

2009-01-04T21:33:00.007+08:00

I used to watch Japanese Anime shows. Now.. I'm like.. listening to J.POP?? hahahaha! It may sounds crazy but wadeva! I feel happy when I listen to the songs. Don't think that I only look at the girls okay! xD

I'm watching this tomorrow! Hah. Been calling almost everyone to accompany me but it's either my SMSes inbox are full of : "WTF is this?" OR "Sorry NOT free." Well yeah, managed to get my loser classmate to watch it wimme LOL (Don't whack me!) .. So... Wheee ~

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko!

A fight to free myself from an endless struggle with life.

2009-01-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

Bewildered by silence, stuck by its questions and lucid ways to make us aware. I did not know how cruel that could be when many questions were left unanswered? Afraid of ourselves, afraid to stand up. We failed to see, we failed to feel.

However, a cold flow surprised me again, I shiver the presence of something. I can hear it breathing. It creeps around, an invisible force that drives me crazy. I can't remember how it feels to be cold, to be alone... Without that fear deep inside me. By the menace of insanity, inner voices cry out for action. Defenceless as I am being lost in the alleged paradise.

Hang this heretic who's indulged in unchaste thoughts.

2009-01-02T00:13:00.008+08:00

Adiemus.

(12:09 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
damn familiar siak ni lagu
(12:10 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
sedap oi
(12:10 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
aku pernah dengar
(12:10 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
yeahh
(12:10 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
familiar
(12:10 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
choir kat victoria kot?
(12:10 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
damn mane eh?
(12:10 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
stress aku
(12:11 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
hahaha
(12:11 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
entahh ah
(12:16 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
aku rasa ni victoria oi
(12:17 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
sebab aku ingat ade flute player
(12:17 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
yes correct
(12:17 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
yes!!!!
(12:17 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
hahaha
(12:17 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
sedappp sak.
(12:17 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
aku jatuh cinta seyh at that time
(12:17 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
haha
(12:17 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:
ngan sape sak
(12:18 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
ngan victoria theatre
(12:18 AM) temanlu@hotmail.:
hahaha

(12:19 AM) Abu Huzaifah.:

-________-

Hah. This song makes me cry! Hmmm, I read in some website and it states that there are no lyrics. Instead, the vocalists sing syllables in them. Everyone can feel the emotions in the music without needing to have them explained. Isn't it cool? I don't know why but.. suddenly it makes me think of Steve Irwin.

Triumph OR Agony.

2009-01-01T08:07:00.004+08:00

My New Year's Resolution.

1. Promoted to year 3. ( NO advancement, NO exits)

2. Millennia Institute Symphonic Band - Gold (SYF 2009)

3. An overseas trip to either Japan or Europe

4. New friends/enemies

5. Burst into joy and laughter moments. HAH.

(2:32 PM) kinsdesu.:
just use ur common sense. im sure it'll work out. (:
(2:32 PM) Abu Huzaifah:
ahhh. i need tat. ha.

The words are simple but kinda meaningful. Perhaps I always do stuff that people don't expect me to.. and ended up doing choosing the wrong decision? To kick start 2009, I wanna learn to be straightforward and take things look easy. Why beat around the bush right? Wheeee ~

2008-12-09T23:05:00.005+08:00

Okay. This is my new class. 08B7 eh? Back to business class. BUT SURELY NOT TO SAME ATTITUDE. (:

ABU HUZAIFAH B MASNIN
AINA DIYANAH BTE ZULKARNA
BARAKATHNESA D/O ABDUL AJ
DANIAL AFFAN B IRIANTO
GHUI SONG LING
GOH XINYING
HASBI B YAAKOB
INSYIRAH BTE JUMAT
JEAN LIM YEE FONG
KELLY LOW HUI PING

KELLY TAN SHU QIAN
KOR HUI JIE
KWANG JUN HAO
LIM LI JUAN GRACE
MUHAMMAD AMEEN B MOHD IBR
MUHAMMAD FAREEZ B MOHD KA
MUHAMMAD MUSTAFA B ABUL H
NG EE CHEN
OW YU MEI CINDY
LIM MING HUI

PEH JIA YING
SITI FATIMAH AZAHARA BTE
SITI SALWA BTE MOHAMED HA
SOH BOBIN
SYED MOHD SUFFIAN B S F
TAN YU TING GRACE
TAY CHOU PENG
TEO TENG RUI ROY
ZAHARA BTE SULAIMAN
ZULKIFLI B HASSAN

Okay. I know around 16/30 names? Including my name though. -_- Well, at least it's not as alien like I first met the 08A5 students. More than half familiar, another half to know. New circle of friends I guess. Haha. Oh well, I hope it's gonna be full of 'nerds' so that I'll be pressured to study!

My baking days are over.

2008-12-01T01:12:00.003+08:00

It was a pretty random day till I decided to bake these stuff. Kinda fun and a good experience actually. Hehe. I'm a 1st timer. So, don't expect an amazing recipe to come out. Oh yea, I was with BORA the whole day looking for ingredients la! Seriously, I'm a noob in the kitchen. Luckily she came to the rescue. My mum was like, "Why is tat kid doing here?" 1st time invited a girl to my house and lepak. Seriously! HAHA thanks for the first aid uh.

Oh yeah. the top picture is the mixture for the cookies. Looks convincing but guess wat? It ended up FLAT! (Below)

This is the brownies part. Looks kinda crap but don't judge by it's look. Damn delicious la. It's even better than MI mart's project. I can become a Millionaire with this OI!

My favourite part. Well, since the 1st batch of cookies kinda screwed, we decided to play TicTacToe with it. It was a draw. It's more enjoyable than writing on paper! Try it people =P

To sum up, WE KICK ASS! And and and.. I wanna eat Sushiiii. Tried Unagi today thanks to Shop N Save. Haha. Now i'm craving for it? WOOOHOOOOO .

2008-11-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

I went back to DMB (Datang, Main, Balik) and JueYing found this video. Unexpected LOL. It was my class CIP day! (:

ENJOY!

After a long time.

2008-11-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

Results. My 2nd '1st' year :

Economics - B (Previous year was Sub-pass)
Malay Lit - D (Previous year was Sub-pass for POA)
Business - D (Previous year was Sub-pass)

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Yeah. It's worth Retaining. People had bad impression of me. I suck at year 2007. I was a fucking slacker. People stared at me with the 'hopeless guy' look. The inferior feeling was there. Most of my friends suggested that I should take the Polytechnic path instead. I was demoralised and I had to stand up by myself. And I did it. It may not be good grades but I'm still satisfied.

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A letter from my teacher on the last day,

Dear Abu, before everything else I would like to thank you for the encouragement you've been giving to the class. I think that one of the reasons for the class spirit and solidarity is in part due to you. So thank you for keeping this wacky class in line. You're a natural leader so i want you to continue to hone your leadership skills while staying focused next year. It's not going to be easy but I believe you can do it. It's unfortunate that I never quite get a chance to teach you and I don't even know if I still gonna be your HT next year so i just wanna take this opportunity to wish you all the very best in all that you do. On another note do not get yourself into any disciplinary issues can? It has implications you know? Please,work hard on maths ok? take care.

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To Amir/Bora/Juliana/Farahlyana/Shida/Sabariah/Shikin/Nadia/Zahrah/Sri , don't give up. It's not the end. Look at the positive side and be motivated for having the experience and being ahead of others. It's not the end of the world right? I'm wishing all of you good luck in whatever path you are going and you yourself knows best. =)

To the year 2s, it's time to wake up. It's time to be serious. Do or Die. Project work is coming. Feel the pressure.

During the break.

2008-08-28T22:13:00.007+08:00

I wonder what are you doing.

What's worrying you so much?

Don't feel so down okay.

Just call me if you need (:

I am the insect inside your mind.
The buzzing noise that you can't find.
Over your shoulder, inside your head.
I turn the switch from good to bad. =P

Can't help yourself, they got you paralyzed.

2008-08-26T21:52:00.005+08:00

I dressed myself in black from head to toe. I took my promise back because you don't know how it feels. No, you don't take me as what I am because I'll be the one who'll make you fall. Beware! Beware! I'm gonna take you under. I hate the light of the day and I'm happy when it rains. I've got a soul to spare and yet a fist to clench. So, wait for me in hell. Let's go A5! Promos are coming! Every man for himself. Fell the pressure!!

ACES DAY TOMORROW. SKIP TILL YOU DROP!

Hope you're doing fine (:

Remember this day.

2008-08-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

I know I've not been bloggin for about 1 mth but what the heck. A blog doesn't get dusty and the only thing I can do is to update. Even though I'm missing, life is good. It feels like as though I'm flying with all these fantasies going around. Seriously, I'm lovin' it!

Oh yeah, these were pictures of the fireworks display. Well, basically we missed it as we're stuck in the taxi. The driver complained about the traffic but it didn't matter because it meant a lot to us. (: At least we saw the last few minutes of it lol. It's beautiful! Before that, I was at Farah's birthday party stoning. By the way, I managed to wrap the whole of her body with tissues! Luckily her dad congratulated me instead of beating me up. HAHA.

After missing out the fireworks display, we decided to walk around till 1am. Ahhhh. Too bad it ended up with us waiting about 1hr plus for a taxi. She was sleepy by then. Sorry Farah! To sum up, I would like to thank the people involved in creating this day a successful one. It meant alot to us especially her! All good things must come to an end as always.

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In your creation, heaven did decree. Sing whatever you can't say. Forget whatever you can't play. Hasten to drown in your own beautiful eyes while walking within my poetry, dying music. I hope you covered the night with your love and drying the rain from my beaten face.

All I ever crave were the two dreams that I shared with you.
One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain.
For yours I truly wish to be.

Lastly, Happy Birthday Dearest! <3

Sister?

2008-07-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

Someone stole my piggy bank when I was only 7 years old. That same person sold my phone away in order to go KL and had a great time shopping. As always, she sold off my mum's jewelery and didn't even have a bad feeling. Having already 2 kids but still acting like a teenager. 27 years passed and she's still the same old thing. She is my sister.

Her name is Murni Binte Masnin. Too bad she isn't as sweet as her name. She's still living in a bedroom with 2 children. She was an ITE drop out as she was not interested in her studies. I'm 18 years old and I had a certificate higher than her 'N' levels even we're 9 years apart. She had the same salary at $5.50 per hr as a waitress with me in a hotel. I'm am still student and she's already Mother. Who's pathetic??

She loves her child but I don't see the feeling everyday. All she knew was just to shout every morning at them before school starts and come back late every single night. The things which makes her happy is just Leisure. Will that realli help her once she's in the grave?

She is an egoist. Everything bad happened to her will be pushed towards other people. She expects fate to go into her own way. When there's something good, she'll be proud instead of being thankful. She is someone who cannot accept a loss and will try her best to beat around the bushes in order to cover herself up. No wonder her ex-husband left her. Sometimes I wonder.. are the people blind in the first place?

Well, basically I just came back home and she was unhappy. No matter how miserable my life is with her, I still showed some sympathy and asked what happened. She told me this, " My computer has gone mad for days. I called the company and asked me whether I've played any games." Ouch that hurts. Seriously, it was just a statement which she wants me to take responsibility. I didn't even touched her laptop for more than a month? 5 minutes later, I switched on my desktop and realised that she used it when I was not around as she forgot to log out of youtube acount. How irony can it be? I smiled.

I hope she will have an accident one day and finally reflect on herself.. Or perhaps getting caught red handed when stealing again.. So that I can escort her to jail. Or even die of........ Okay I'm not gonna continue. Whatever it is, she deserves it. I'll laugh at you in the future and I can even employ you as a janitor somewhere. I promise that.. So don't worry if you're gonna go jobless as always. (:

I find myself confined between furtive desires and feelings of guilt.

2008-07-21T22:05:00.004+08:00

Energize me, fire up this flame that is burning between us. This energy lies in everyone and it's all around us too. Electrifying but can't you set it free? This virtue is the key which is just something we all know. Before your eyes, the surroundings will change into a world that's only yours. Wake up if you dare and just follow me. I'll free you, I'll overdose, I'll show you all. Don't end up keeping your beauty concealed behind a curtain of suspense.

Dreams can be both, they have two sides:

1. Fear, I am your fear deep inside

2. Pain, I am your pain deep inside

Tell me, what's your reality?

Clock is running.

2008-07-09T21:38:00.003+08:00

BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND

Replies to taggers:

hasbi - Ok fine. I know u'll win me in overall. Dang.
choco - takut uh. takut ngan org giler mcm kau. hahaha
aina - I'm not action la. ****. Don't piss me off. (:

Boredom.

2008-07-04T14:32:00.003+08:00

This is one of the greatest thing I've ever seen.
Serenity in fire -__-

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Confusion it's so clear. A world full of conflict taking aim. Time still patiently awaits the direct emotion which will alight on this world. Seven deadly sins tempted me and now they've turned to you. When heroes die, legends are born. There's no one to save the cries of innocent children.

Sorry laaa.

WHOLE BAND DROP 20! NOWWWW!!!!!

2008-07-01T13:01:00.009+08:00

Why does a marching band only applies to primary/secondary school? Marching band combines two separate arts into an audio-visual unity. The most basic principles involved is only as good as a military drill. Looking on the bright side, discipline will be implemented into the student's mind because it forms a model for handling behaviour problems in any setting. I wonder why. Seriously, it can be fun. (:

I was behind the guy in white! I know you can't see... (STUPID RIGHT MARKER WHO BLOCKS ME)

I should have lay myself in front of the camera. =(

grr.. It's been awhile since I last played my instrument. I'm already lousy and when I don't play, it gets worst. 6 MORE DAYS till the school starts. Faster laaaa....... I don't wanna do random stuff again. -___-"

Replies to tagg:

DOROTHY : iT cOsT ArOuNd $40-48. i'll SeLL u At $20 k? <3
bora : I NEARLY GOT KNOCKED DOWN BY A CAR!! hah..
Janna : Yeahh! thanks for ur $1 glitter lol.
jiahao : Spain won! And Sergio Ramos kicks ass.

No one remembers a loser.

2008-06-29T12:14:00.002+08:00

Germany vs Spain. I'm expecting to be a tight encounter between these two giants and may be the Germans will win. I'm saying that because no matter how weak the team is now, (especially without Ballack) they seem to be always squeezing through everyone just like what they did against the Turks. Damn it. I prefer Spain to get their hand on this trophy because they are very consistent troughout the competition. I don't even remember the time that they tasted defeat. With or without Villa, I bet they are mentally ready to win the title since 1964. It's been a long time right? Come on Germany, give Spain a chance. Pity them la.. All of you are seriously bunch of TYCO people. Well, Let's go Spain!! Vienna is calling for you.

Speaking about this Euro Finals, I'm going Mac tonight to shout out with some APEKS. Luckily I don't have exams. Yeeasssa! No more looking down at notes and looking up on the television when there's a highlight. What a loser. Oh yeah, I'm gonna taste some Double Chocolate and Oreo Cheese Cake with ZAI! Macam gayy.. Haha. TAKDE!

Replies to taggers:

wanie - Thursday. Mt Lit uhh. Study ART OII. Important!

Janna - I'll kick your ass! I'll kick your ass! Haha.

DOROTHY - yep! Half-price is fine. <3

bora - it's not nonsense laa u photoshop loser! lol.

WOOT!

2008-06-25T19:08:00.002+08:00

Finally I can get to bed after 1 week of night-study. I should have done it 3 weeks earlier!! Well, the price of coffee will not affect me much anymore because I'm already addicted to it. I hope the the firms will increase it in order to gain more revenue!

Now I wanna look forward for school instead of staying at home rotting. I've been sleeping most of the time. Anyone free enough to spend some time wimme? haha. Okayy I got 1 more week of holidays and I better enjoy it before NBC kicks off! Because...

☑=CY= {cher young} pple my phone is up and running.. 83880172.. give me ur numbers..i nvr change no. ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ' YA-THA..!! ' says:
u got the band schedule le ma
` Watch me kneel before you. says:
yo sup
` Watch me kneel before you. says:
NOPE
` Watch me kneel before you. says:
i dunno anything.

When I opened my mail, I realised that I'm gonna have 6 days straight of practice. Gosh.

Monday 0830-1300 (Youth Day)
Tuesday 1730-2030
Wednesday 1400-1830
Thursday 1730-2030
Friday 1400-1830
Saturday 0830-2200 (National Band Competition)

Well, I thought I was kicked out of band at 1st. They missed me too much. =p

Curse Me.

2008-06-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

I felt STUPID when I read through my notes and worksheets which I got last year. I didn't realise that I've been like doing nothing for the whole of 2007. I even laughed at my stupid answers for my Econs and Business test. BODOH SEH ABU. Seriously ahhh. No wonder he retained. Now I got like 4 days left and I'm wondering wat the questions will be like and how will I react. Wah please ah God. I spent like dunno how many nights at Macs to master my MOB and please make it worth it AT LEAST. A pass will do??? Basically I have NEVER PASSED my biz and econs exam b4. Please end the drought?

Looking back at the past... What I only did was just sleeping during MOB lectures and eating chocolates at every Econs lesson. Like.. Ish. There's like a lot of difference now but will it really produce the better result in the end? Aduhai.. First up is MOB and Malay. No mental block okay God? I will cry if I fail. It's for real ahhh. URGHHHHHH...

Viewing Mall!! EH B1... NOOOO B2!!!!!

2008-06-18T17:17:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was.... Like that.

That's all i can say uh. I spent like 1 hr walking alone at the airport aimlessly. The airport directory map sucks. It took me a random lift in order to reach my classmates. Anyway, terminal 3 was nice laaa. It's so spacious that I could roll around or ice-skate there... a sand castle competition could be held there too.

Reached home at 1045pm and went out to Mac again around 1130pm to watch Italy vs France. I was expecting Romania to win so that they fought for nothing but then Netherlands were to too good. Luckily Italy went up. I was halfway asleep during the match and ended up sleeping at Mac till 0530am. In the end.. Good Morning!!(Night).

Triumph or agony depends on how you will use those words.

2008-06-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

Mutilated or dismembered. I'll soon rise to eat your mind. While the demons take the hero for their tragic game, I shall call the rage of my dead in vain. They will pay for this nightmare, for the symphony of pain. It's in me the mystic messenger bringer of revenge.

Her planning was the worst act in the history of these lands. There was no way back, rising a darkness blind angel in a night without stars. You can turn my bones to black ash but I'll move the moon. Once again you opened the black book with consequences beyond any nightmare. I see what fate has decreed, I see it in the holy stars. Your heart will burn in flames for once.

YEASSSAAA!! SAUDI!!!!

2008-06-15T20:12:00.004+08:00

I'm abit lazy to type. Let the pictures speak by itself.

NWO BBQ DAY:

SINGAPORE MATCH:

Okay done.

Nazifah Amirah asked me to update.

2008-06-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

Woots. Movie date tmr (:

- Sorry ah Bora. After MYE uh.

CHEE BYE, LAN JIAO EXERCISE!!!!

2008-06-07T18:05:00.004+08:00

.hagtail.mengabo.ban mian.abang zai.kengo.force oi force.baik.

Pekabo!! That was the 1st word I learned from the NWO. I remember the times when my Malay teacher (ape tu Sarikon?) forced me to write lines because Zul and Me were shouting across the class with the word "PEKAAAAABO" & "BAIIIKKK". That was in sec 2 and now it's been about 5 years since I don't know the official date. Haha. Even we're in different a different path right now, there's still Ban Mian, soccer, fishing, bbq and many2 more! Keep it up guys. I'm so looking forward for BBQ on 11th June. YEASSSAA!! Enough people!!!

For now,

Zulkifli : Eh, Ban Mian? Please ahhh.
Abu : Eh, tak nak Ban Mian?? PLEASE AHHH.

.hagtail.mengabo.ban mian.abang zai.kengo.force oi force.baik.

Breathless.

2008-06-03T17:15:00.003+08:00

For the first(maybe) time in my life, I made someone cried. I didn't hurt her I swear!? Put the blame on the bubble tea. It dropped onto the floor and splashed on her uniform. It was like a Japanese drama. It was only a few patch of 'Milk tea double pearl' and there she was rolling her tears down. Well, she's a perfectionist. So, it's beyond my ability to take control. I stood at the playground not sure of what to do next. Only the word S.O.R.R.Y was popping out of my brain. The guilt feeling.... wahhhhh. I felt like killing myself. I admit that I am pathetic in handling situations like this. Therefore, please forgive me for all the sins that I've done. I'm thankful for not being cursed and shouted at as compared the experienced ones. Bubble tea shall be banned from my life with the effect from 2nd June 2008.

Random thoughts ended on a high note by watching Singapore match at the National Stadium. The condition of the seats were kinda bad actually. Bora and me were shouting aimlessly down there. *Till sum1 looked at us and gave the WTF face* After that, it was a library feeling where people zipped their mouths. I'm proud to wear red even though we lost 3-7 due to pussy defending. Once in a lifetime opportunity to watch 10 goals being scored Live in Singapore isn't it? I'm surely watching the next match on June 14.

Let the books hit the floor.

2008-05-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

For the first time, I'm desperate to study. I want to make my Year-1 meaningful this time. If I don't pass at least 4 subjects, it means that I'm in a need to reconsider my life again. Let this mid-year exams be the one to decide. I can't afford to waste anymore time. It's gonna be a busy holiday but I hope that I'll end up hitting on the notes. So, it's either I make it or break it. I need to perform.

Anyone out there who wants to study? I'm not joking. Feel free to contact me seriously. No matter how random you are in my eyes, it doesn't matter as long as we are going to the correct path together. (:

glorifying means, my remedy.

WAH NA BUEY GOT AIDS AH?!?

2008-05-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

Holiday is starting!!! But then I still gotta go school like almost everyday. What's the difference between normal school days then? I don't know. SEL was great anyway (except the teambuilding part) Drama and Financial literacy was really worth to participate. I hope my acting skills were alright. I was the main character in which I had sex with sum1 and not admitting it after the girl pregnant. How irresponsible am I? PADAN MUKE!!!! Well, that won't happen in real life though. I'm a clean guy! Financial literacy was crap at first but ended up laughing all the way. It was all Amir's fault! He was supposed to teach us about making aeroplanes but ended up taking a vid of a girl in the room. My group was pissed off as we were feeling pathetic after the game. It was either we made it in life or we're doomed. Too bad we were the latter ones. Crazy ass.

credits to farah.

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Before blogging:

bora amirah(: says:
wat are u doing now
Huzaifah. says:
gonna start bloggin. hah
Huzaifah. says:
what should i write about? hmmmm.
bora amirah(: says:
SEL camp?
bora amirah(: says:
u miss aina?
bora amirah(: says:
HAHA
Huzaifah. says:
I'm missing Junhao more than Aina
Huzaifah. says:
lol.

After blogging:

I'm kinda miss them. haha. I wanna see Junhao with Aina acting together! Confirm power oiii! Well, hope they are doing fine right now. We shall meet on Friday.

Replies to taggers:

janice: ^^ U rock too!!

ZAHRAH: ehh? ade? ade aku tanye?

wendy: i dun have any pics yet! Eh don't so vulgar lol

sri: sorrae ahhh. I can't resist it! hehe.

aidiL : tak klakar sampai klakar seh Zai.

kins: Yes. It's all ur fault! haha. Eh let's go ice-skating =DD

JANNA: okay i'll link u up (:

zn: elloooo Zte Ninque!! I wanna slap ur face puhleeaseee..

bora: wooohooo JUMP OI JUMP! Eh no. STUDY OI STUDY!

Sorry. Not even a hai-ring could prevent your item from decaying.

2008-05-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

Last day of school in Term 2. It's been great so far. I haven't failed any of my test yet. (: But it's not about passing now.. I wanna ace them! I wanna get A,C,E for my H2! lol. Alrite I'm crappin. Hmmmm. holiday plans? Not up yet. I wanna play Thang with Zulkifli oiiiiii.

AHHHHHHHH DOWN WITH FLU AGAIN. Not Shikin's fault this time but... Who should I blame at? hahaha. Who else?? Zai!!!!!!!!

CIP day pics stolen from Wendie's blog:

Victim Of Choices.

2008-05-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

CIP DAY:

Went to Teck Whye Primary School for promoting BYOB day. Cheap food stalls, low water cooler, small kids. Superrrr CUUUUTTEEEE & IRRITATING. haha. Don't ask me why. They love to disturb me and ended up getting red patches of poster colour on my uniform! Although it was kinda last min, we managed to get the flow of acting by putting our own craps in the script. I hope they enjoyed watching the show.

Pics soon -__-

Oohhhhhh..

2008-05-20T19:08:00.004+08:00

Alright. To everyone, Happie Vesak Day! It's kinda late but.. whatever. Yesterday was not a celebration for me but it was a busy day baking cookies. Well, it's for the Econs project (MI MART) which enables fund-raising before getting our real job. So.. here it goes at Bora's for the whole of Monday blues:

A sample of our cookie. Don't judge a book by it's cover. =X

Sexy Jolene here. She writing lines. =p

The end product. I'm in-charge of stapling stuff on it. Cute heh?

That's all about it for that day. Today was great. We made around $65 so far out of it. It's not sold out yet. Anyone interested? $2 per packet. Kinda expensive... but it's for fund-raising. So... understand la eh...

Well, a lot of things happened today. Maths lesson was boarrringgg. I got 10/15 for my test though. Done reasonably well enough because only 4 or 5 people passed. Econs was sickening because I had flu during the whole test. I think it's Shikin's fault for spreading it to me. As a result, I slept during MOB and ended up getting lectured. Oh yeahh. Jun Hao was crazeee today. I shall not elaborate on it. Alright I'm sneezing right now. I better take a rest.

What a day.

2008-05-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

I passed my Standing Broad Jump!! After all the hopping around the school, finally i managed to achieve it. It took me 2 rounds though. I never had confidence in jumping since I broke my finger during secondary 4 until today. Suddenly there's the MOOD to just flyyyy. haha. Well the 1st try was 219cm. I was... wtf?!?! 3 more cm damn it! Well there was me at 229cm after the 2nd chance. The feeling was.. whoooaa I did it!! heh.

Oh yeah, something tragic happened. I made someone cry. I'm seriously guilty for all the response that I've given. He really cares about the class. When his eyes were red, I was speechless. Unexpected to come out from a man. Ahh. I don't want to be a teacher next time. From now on, I'm gonna promise myself that I'll do my best and make sure that you will leave the school with a smile instead. I'll pray for your future studies Sir. Let the Mid-year examination speaks from the bottom of my heart. Sorry Mr David Aw.

Alrite. My laptop is crashing soon. STUPID ASSHOLE! (Mr Kaan's voice) Gosh. I need cash to get things right. Desktop down, MP4 down, handphone down, lappie going down too? Aduhaii.. Anyone can contribute??

New desktop ($2,999++)
Repair Laptop ( $200++)
New MP4 ($699)/ Repair MP4 ($191++)
Ravan Ulaan +4-6 = (30m dien +)

That gurl - Priceless.

It's been a while.

2008-05-06T22:17:00.006+08:00

YESSSS!!! It's like finally I'm able to start having my life again. Collected my laptop but... it still gives me irritating problems. At least I can go back to blogging and MSN. Missing that for like almost a month.

I've becoming a slacker since my laptop was down. Now it's gone I hope. For the past few weeks, my friends and I had done some reflection on ourselves. One word to describe - RESTLESS. Gosh. I broke the record of finishing my homework. -___- For the first time since after my March holidays, I wasn't able to hand up my stuff on time. Siak ah wasted. Where's the power of force oi?!?! I hope I'll get my flow back after I-day since it's taking too much of my precious time =]

This is probably gonna be my favourite picture of the month. LOL. This image explain certain things that I'm satisfied about. Alright, these are future leaders of tomorrow for your information. Haha. These four losers have been doing fooling around but always get their job done. Fooling around doesn't meant that we're desruptive. Get that into your head. It's okay to be H.A.P.P.Y just like Mr Tang told us. Even if you are a piece of crap, people will still respect for the contributions and work rate you have given. So, don't ever have a halo effect on us. These are the people who either top econs, mathematics and MOB professionals. haha. Keep it up or we'll kick each other's ass!

Oh crap. Exams are coming. Come on. I'm ready to test my skills. Confident seh! hehe. Oh yeah! I need to promote this:

MUSICAL INSPIRATION
MILLENNIA INSTITUTE'S CENTRE STAGE
SATURDAY, 17TH MAY 2008
5PM
TICKETS ARE AT $6 EACH
FREE SEATING

Come oi come! Bring your family members and pets too.

Replies to taggers:

Wanie - Ish, dah curi baju PE. Nak curi blazer plak...
Wendy - Green is cool! Save the earth! =)
Zhira - Blog nye cute.. mcm orgnye jugak. hahahaha.
Janice - Wat's with the eye? Later sore eyes how?
Zahrah - MISS MY PHONE OKAY!!?! lol.
Bora - Sorry. Don't beat me up in class.
Aidil - Don't disturb her oi.You want ur child to be like tat is it?!?!

Envision.

2008-04-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

Oh, transitory. Pain is as life itself. Evanescent as it fades. Lashing winds, hot suns and rain. Icons of death float on beyond me, whispering my name and breathing my fear. Inner voices cry out for action but defenceless as I am being lost in the alleged paradise. An innocent man is proud, but behind his modest smile lies the grief. Only one picture of his bravery remains.

I'm not sure if I am here or elsewhere in your eyes.

Searching for satisfaction still because I can hear it's breathing.

Random. It's been awhile since I post some images. Urghh. Pictures back once my laptop is back though. hehe.

You're worse than SHIT!

2008-04-17T18:33:00.004+08:00

Since I'm on 3 days MC & 2 days of weekend holiday, I shall Thang-a-thon for now.

The only way to make someone do their job is to sabotage that person. " Teacher! He didn't bring his calculator! He said that Maths is useless!" OR " Mrs Leong! Zul haven't hand in his 2B! He still haven't finish it!" HAHA. It's kinda evil but it works in keeping pressure on people who didn't finish their job. I better do my stuff before karma comes alive.

Replies to taggers.

AINA: I'm not angry. heh. Don't need moderate ur comments la.Lemme flame!
JANICE: Choir?! Count Zul and Me in! LOL.
DOROTHY: Translate? Aiyah.. Next time i type in chinese okay? heh.
BEN WU: stupid or lousy? Make up ur mind u stupid boy.
WENDY: Aloha!! Don't vomit around!
QAM: aku tak payah ambik lesen. Aku hire driver utk drive aku. Lagi best.

BORA: I cheated your feelings? You weren't there me when there's ZhiRong lor!

I'll be back when my laptop is okay. Life's so empty without porn. hahahahahaha. -___-

Desktop Down. Laptop Down.

2008-04-13T09:42:00.001+08:00

Out for 2 weeks.

Flood gates opened.

2008-04-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

The LEAST that you could do was R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

Enough said.

Come online OI! Where are you?!?

2008-04-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

Okay. I miss taking to someone. I have no other alternatives. HAHA. What happened to you? Don't die please. Even there's no opportunity cost for me to forgone, just come online can?! Oh well. taking about it.. I've crashed into a song which has your name as the title. The singer and tune kinda suck but the lyrics like matches you. Cute seh. Well, here it goes uh:

Rupa mu nan jelita
Gaya kamu nan manja
Membuat aku kini jadi tergoda
Siang jadi kenangan malam jadi impian
Kerana mu azizah, kerana mu azizah
Putih kulitmu, putih kulitmu
Pandang tak jemu
Manis senyummu, manis senyummu
Mulia hatimu

Kalau kau menjadi bunga
Biar ku jadi tangkainya
Asalkkan dapat bersama denganmu
Cinta dipadu
Oh azizah
Putih kulitmu, putih kulitmu
Pandang tak jemu
Manis senyummu manis senyummu
Mulia hatimu
Kalau kau menjadi bunga
Biar ku jadi tangkainya
Asalkkan dapat bersama denganmu
Cinta dipadu
Oh azizah
Kalau kau menjadi bunga
Biar ku jadi tangkainya
Asalkkan dapat bersama denganmu
Cinta dipadu
Oh azizah

HAHAHAHAHAHA. U'RE LIKE GOD TO THAT SINGER. -__-

An open heart is just as confronting as honesty!

2008-04-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

Beautiful, but transitory. Savage but glorious. This endless beauty will evoke the timeless sequence we all share. We have no control to break through but to feel its true soul is in our command. Frail heart left broken. Cold and numb for its bitter agony I shall say.

Fast explosions as it bursts the earth. Water's pounding and waves asounding. Deadly and extreme. But we are equally destructive. Equally destructive as we are! Don't you think we've all gone too far? We are just a part of this machine in this endless stream.

We know only sorrow as there's no future in tomorrow.

Biar kurang ajar.. Jangan kurang kerusi.

2008-04-05T00:25:00.007+08:00

This post has been deleted.

Damn. I'm gonna rape her.

2008-04-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

* Not in picture: Hasbi

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Seperate goals but fire shared. We both need our professions. Our love is pale but it's not in my way. Suddenly, you've been careless. Don't see others as a saviour because your weak search for it will be a blind emotion. Feel it, this life in me, moving on. Don't pressure me! AHHHHHHHHH.

Alright that was random. Life's good so far. Laugh laugh laugh. Today Zul & Me crashed into a news of "ELAK 'MOTOR', REMPUH KUBUR" on Berita Harian. We were practically laughing because of a 22 year-old driver who was trying to prevent from accident but ended up entering the grave LITERALLY. Imagine if he's dead.... there is no more a need to book a graveyard! The police will be like carry him up to see who was the victim and then throw him back and bury. Well, we were kinda too random till we always thought about the WORST ever thing that can ever occur. Damn.. Do you want your child to end up like this? Don't think too much like us then. =x

Not in school today. Don't ask me why.

2008-04-01T13:54:00.003+08:00

Happy April's Fool Day! It is an official day for me to have a holiday? Ah whatever. Okay. My wish for april is to obtain:

Black Thread
Snake's Scale
Lump of Iron
A piece of Cloth

Can anyone give me these stuff for free? Hmmmm.

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It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me
This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had
This life unforgiven
It will end with a birth

No will to wake for this morn
To see another black rose born
Deathbed is slowly covered with snow

Angels, they fell first but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest
And my wound it cuts so deep
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug

Mandylion without a face
Deathwish without a prayer
End of hope
End of love
End of time
The rest is silence

Look at the difference. haha.

1 year closer to death.

2008-03-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

This is specially for the Perangai Yahudi group. I love you people. My life changed because of all the laughter. I've never been this happy since I'm in MI. Please Please Please keep this going on. I'm loving every single moment in this world like now. I'm seriously touched by all the efforts done for today. It's been a pleasure for the past 1 week. Don't leave me. (:

Thank you for the SMS.
Thank you for the comments.
Thank you for the tags.
Thank you for the board.
Thank you for the cake.
Thank you for the chocolate.
Thank you for the Crumpler Bag.
Thank you for the Pizza Hut.

Thanks for everything people.

First Blood.

2008-03-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

They remind me of the person whose slumber wakes no one in the sky. After the landscape of death I have crossed, the voice of nightly winds has awakened me into the starlit class. Amidst all the grief they embrace me with relief. However, thanks to the flute from the realm unseen, falling again will have no man's knowing. Lust is not as creative as its discovery I guess. God I must confess... that I do envy the sinners.

Sweet Memories .07B5. Gosh. I kept writing that instead of 08A5. Why oh Why.

Randomness.

2008-03-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

I was surfing around when i decided to look at some old videos. This is one of them. Haha. The only thing I could only hear was Aidil's laughter. 'Don't la OI (HAHAHAHA!!!!)' -> 1min 47secs.

NWO SHALL LIVE FOREVER.

ZERO-EIGHT-A-FIVE.

2008-03-18T21:59:00.007+08:00

A new vibrant colour ruled by magic and mighty swords of laughter and gossips. That really makes my soul long for the past because it's the perfect location where as a hero I stand. Hi, call me Syndrome. Even if I'm a man condemned to shine a salvation, the honesty of these worlds may be the one laying the tools of the one.

Taking a step to a world unbound.

Spinning my fantasies all around.

Freed from the gravital leash.

I swear the heaven's in my reach.

There she was the 'pontianak' so divine. A slave mother she is but for me a rose undone. Soon were the buzzing of flies heard by everyone. But finally, with the second Huzaifah they form a united kin.

This is my cup of tea. I'm finally myself. (:

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NWO CYCLING TRIP 3 PICS.

I wanna ride my bicycle! I wanna ride my bike.

2008-03-16T01:10:00.022+08:00

Holidays gonna be over soon. 1 day left to enjoy. 08A5 eh? A class of 36 students. I expected B6-B8 but ended up in arts stream. WTH? That's kinda random actually. Oh yeah, holidays so far...

Monday
- I can't remember what I've done except returning my subject combination form. Guess what? I was considered late for handing up. What's wrong with MI seh.

Tuesday & Wednesday
- Band emergency. SOS. Well, we had a discussion about the system of discipline. Finally I'm a QM too. (: After that was chionging for night cycling. Almost a thousand of things happened. Problems after problems. Stupid bike seriously. Ended up burning umbrella and tissue papers due to the disappointment. Please forgive me Aidil & Justin for making you all ride that fucked up crap.

Thursday & Friday
- 2 'days' camp. I don't wanna play water bomb anymore. 2 headshots. Stop,Drop,Roll! Band prac was cool. Persis Overture.. 2:08mins Oi! Erm, experienced the wettest BBQ ever. Congrats to C.Y for being hardworking in cooking. I'm layzeeeee. hehe. Oh damn she's cute. Got chance oi!! I found a new neighbour too.

Saturday
- Alex's house as usual. This time with Qam, Aiman and Zulhafiz. 6 games straight? Haha. Hafiz scored almost everything. Volley, trick, placing. Eksyen je. It's Maggi mee time! Qam touched up the taste. Baik siol. He should take Diploma in Chef instead of Art. hah. And so, here I am now.

DOROTHY!! I WANNA MAPLE! -__-"

2008-03-10T23:19:00.005+08:00

I hope nothing happens.

- It's only the start. Don't screw up please. I want to be the person.

2 more weeks. 14 more days.

2008-03-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

March Holiday Plan

Monday - School (Admin), ????
Tuesday - Soccer @ Alex's house, N.W.O cycling trip.
Wednesday - N.W.O cycling trip.
Thursday - MI band camp, BBQ.
Friday - MI band camp, Ban Mian session.
Saturday - Soccer @ Alex's house, DMB camp (collect tix)
Sunday - REST. REST. REST.

Departed by the guillotine of death, I received a letter from the depth. Caressed by the sharpest knife, lead me to the bridal bed. Rip off this lace which keeps me imprisoned but beware the enchantment because my eroticism is your oblivion. Taking a step to a world unbound while spinning my fantasies all around. Finally freed from the gravital leash but I swear the paradise is within my reach.

Random pic. Sorry for the vulgarities.

L.L for life.

2008-03-08T02:36:00.004+08:00

An angelface smiles to me under a headline of tragedy. That smile used to give me warmth in order to remind us of the shortness of our time. Bury my dreams, dig up my sorrows. Oh God, why the angels fall first. I'll never understand the meaning of the right as ignorance lead me into the light. Let the melodies of your memory caress those whom we still need. Yesterday we shook hands my friend. However, today a moonbeam lightens my path.

Farewell - no words to say

I dunno wat's worth fightin for.

2008-03-07T00:19:00.003+08:00

I need her. I need her. I need her. I need her. I need her. Oh God, what's my sin?? What's gonna happen next? How much more tears do I need to waste? I don't know why I'm crying because of this. It's not over yet. Where is the happy ending? I'm trying my best seriously. Please, soften her heart. It's all in her hands. My life is empty. That's how pathetic I've been feeling for the past weeks. Time is already running out. Please. I beg you. I want us to be back where we belong. The past. It's so beautiful until only-God-knows-what-happen day. I'll do anything for it. She's very very important to me. I wanna see the light.

Iloveher.

Please sit with me. Please go out with me. For You.

We won.

2008-03-01T22:43:00.005+08:00

It was kinda tense. Pressure was everywhere. Our prides were at stake. However, we did it. Officially it was written as 2-1. Fuck those Mat(Mud) and Minah(Mynah). This is the new era. I'm proud of you people.

Thank You - Aiman , Alvin , Darrel , Bryan , Zainuddin , Muzhaffar , Guanting , Wei Jie , Aidil , Fahrun , Joshua , Joey , Zulhafiz , Helmi & Hafiz.

P.S: 15th March 2008. Get ready guys.

MCQ question 1.

2008-03-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

1. What should I do tomorrow?

(a) Soccer at Heatstroke
(b) Vivo for danceworks
(c) DSS reunion
(d) Home
(e) Band visit

Damn. Why everything is coming at one time? Urgh.

This is when kambing and babi meets together:

afidah says:
saper pegi?
Rini Astika. says:
hmm
Rini Astika. says:
aku kau. kau aku
Rini Astika. says:
dah 4 org
afidah says:
eh ramai nyer
Rini Astika. says:
lol. entah la.. kau tanye la yg lain
afidah says:
nak sewa bus?
afidah says:
hahahha
Rini Astika. says:
hahaha
Rini Astika. says:
van mayat ah
afidah says:
alif pny email add ape?
afidah says:
ok ah
Rini Astika. says:
gi cari sendiri ah
afidah says:
kau jadi mayat
afidah says:
kau pantat ah
Rini Astika. says:
aku mayat. kau bangkai
Rini Astika. says:
hahahaha

afidah says:
kau krg ajar sey
afidah says:
smpi nya hatimu
afidah says:
mengataku sebegitu
afidah says:
inikah balasan buatku
afidah says:
setelah kau jadi babiku

That's why I can't let go.

2008-02-27T21:07:00.003+08:00

Band polo t-shirt $20
School Magazine $8
Band 'fund' $35+

Yessa! I'm left with $3 for the rest of the week!! Tomorrow is gonna be a long day. I'm not looking forward anymore. I'm seriously looking backward right now. Possible? Yes indeed. Don't ask me why. Looking 'backward' is not a crime. It's changing history for a better future. Wake me up. I'm ready for it and I'm waiting. People think I'm being dumb but it's my life. I know myself what is best for me.

A good week for me. I hope it's gonna be better. Today was CCA open house. Band was good.. but not good enough. I saw wanita jelita & ayu today It's different from anggun & menawan.. lol. She looked different in Malay costume seh. Baik kiddy palace! hahaha. AHHHHHHHHHHH. Please!! My hand still hurts. Dislocated?? I hope not. haha. 1 week and it's still painful. Attitude seh. Faster heal oiii. I wanna play my trombone. I wanna play soccer this saturday. NO NO NO....

Tomorrow I'm gonna meet my longest ever serving friend. Primary school, secondary school, now Pre-U. 6+4+1 = 11 years. Fuuuhleerrrmaarkk. Imagine ourselves going NS together and maybe same Uni too. Record ehh. Everything same. Force oi!!! First up, a looooong day tomorrow. I haven't touch my karangan yet. What's the title uh? lol.

WRAAAAHHH!!!!

2008-02-18T21:10:00.012+08:00

Tomorrow is my last day.

Goodbye.

LIN MINGFA
- I respect you. You're Godly.

NURUL HUDA
- Don't mess with her. Later her boyfriend will find you.

NURUL RAIHANIE BTE ABD HAMID
- Miss Kiasu of the class. Weirdo. That's all. Chey wah model seh!

TAN WEE CHNG RACHEL
- Good in baking cookies whom love taking photograph. Don't switch to pornograph instead. Haha.

YEE TING YAN ROANNA
-Hey Maple friend! Don't play oi. And good luck with your common test results. Confirm you pass la.

YUSLINDA BTE KHASMADI
- You still owe me fries. I know you don't give a damn. It's okay. Bye.

MAHESWARI D/O P K ARITAN
- Hardworking girl. Have fun with Logaraj. And stop failing Maths! LOL.

LING ZHI YU
- My Vietnam partner. Still haven't make P&L account. Don't care liao la.

FANG MEILING
- I don't know what to say about this girl. Thank for the poem last year. I still kept it.

GO ZHI YONG
- The disgusting man of the year. Hahaha. No la.. Good POA rep who haven't buy the book for me.

HILDA YIN POH YI
- Studies pro. Badminton pro. Whatever it is, tell your bf that Liverpool still sucks.

KOH RAPHAEL GERARD
- Mohawk guy. Cool person. Great leader too. Rock on IT rep.

ZHANG JIEYING IRENE
- Super fierce. Can fight anytime. Don't call your sister to beat me ahh.

SYAHEEDAH
- Nice bag. Hope you pass ur driving test next time. Go Bedah!

NB: Other names on Monday, February 11, 2008 post.

Seribu Kali Sayang....

2008-02-18T00:19:00.006+08:00

Social adaptation? Sheeesh. It's hard to understand them. A class of 30 students which consist of about 10 gentlemen. To be frank, I'm not close to any of them. How do I define that? I cannot find anyone whom I really can rely on. The feeling of "sehati sejiwa" is nowhere to be found. I'm seriously disappointed with this. Is this how an 'A' level style of life shall be like for the next 2 (or more) years? Ish.

In fact, I tend to mix with girls more. May be you guys think that it is fun. Try doing that ah if you all want. I can bet with you all that the feeling of 'extraness' and also uncomfort will raise. Once they talk about guys in terms of bitching or gossiping or even praising, it's already showing sign of being swept away. Imagine yourself being in that conversation, will you bitch about them also? What happens if someone said, "Damn it. All guys are crap." What will you react and feel? You just got owned or pwned or whatever. Oh yes, maybe you people can test by talking to them the same way as talking to guys. See what happens oi. Haha. Outcasted. That's me myself and I.

You win, you cry. If you lose, you also cry.

2008-02-15T21:36:00.004+08:00

I held the world in my arms tonight. I'm in a serious need to make a decision right now. DAE or JAE? Think please. This time cannot force. Miracles cannot happen anymore. All good things must come to an end. This is my future.

Which way should I go?

Eating seeds is my hobby.

2008-02-14T17:58:00.005+08:00

5 down. 1 more to go. If I can't do the Maths, I'll get out of the equation when I'm Pre-U 1 again. Maybe History will do. Oh yes, Abu Huzaifah spent $5 on and ODT (Oral Digital Thermometer) for nothing. The people who didn't bring were just using the school's thermometer. Waste money!!!! Bodoh nye kambing. Eh no. That's my friend. Alright. Miss S, Kak Bedah , Kambing and me went banquet-ed at Jurong Point.

Sweet & Sour Chicken was nice but not nice enough. Haha. Okay la. Better than nothing! Shya told me about her sleepwalking and waking her sister up at 2:30am to study for no reason. She's scary!!! Too stressed due to exams? Wow. If I was the victim, I wonder what I'll do. Imagine I really obeyed and study. Impossible eh... But then, nothing is impossible. However, some people are doing nothing. How? Figure out yourself ah.

We ordered a badge each! 4 for $10. So, there's four of us. Swee swee ehh. Guess what? It's gonna take 2 weeks.. 2 weeks..... i repeat.... 2 weeks.. Slow eh.. Injured snail can do faster than that I think. Okay, I'm talking rubbish now.

----------------- My Valentine's Day Date -----------------

It didn't start off well with lousy movies being screened today. We decided to go library for I-don't-know-what. Actually it was supposed to be a study date but who cares. Even there's a few empty table for us, we couldn't start the ball rolling because it was too quiet!! The feeling ahh. eeesh. You talk = You'll get shot or something. Everyone was super quiet down there. It's not a quiet reading room rite? Why all so serious seh?! We went to the children's instead. Haha. NO children at all. -__-" I just remembered. They're still having school. Sat down on a cute chair meant for a 5 year old kid I guess. BPP next.

Bus-ed 187 straight there. Window shopped, slacked, chat, etc. Playground being the final destination, we took pictures.

In the end, I told her this, "Eh. I suggest we better go home. BESOK MATHS LA SIAK!" hahaha. So, revise la.. Ape ni blog-blog. Aduhai.

Pekabo. haha. curious ah? You just wasting your time reading eh. SORRAE AH.

Suey. Suay. Sway.

2008-02-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm supposed to revise on my econs but ended up s-l-a-c-k-i-n-g. Today was GP & MOB. As usual, screwed up my MOB due to not studying last year's topic. Went off straight to Burger King and had a chat with princess.

Don't you know you can't count your tears like your money running down like rain in the drain?

So, I'm saying goodbye to all my friends first. It's been a great time with all of you for the past 1 year. Sorry for being a failure since 100% promoted is no more a reality.

Aliff - Best fren 4eva dude. Soccer, Music, Games. Damn... We've got the same interest.

Audrey - L.L all the way! Hope u'll be the tennis player of the century!

Afidah - Smile here smile there. Like Sheep sia.

Anisah - Wah this girl down here got cheated by me before. =p

Aminah - My vice class-rep. You're the future of our country!

Ambrose - Amigo all the way man. I'm gonna miss P.E with ya.

Azizah - I can write a novel about you. Oh yes, she's a smoker.

Brenda - Stop coming late la. Everytime see you in the bus boring eh. I'm jealous of your specs.

Chester - Handsome to the max. That's all I can say ah. Don't worry. I'm not a gay.

C.Y - Food. Food. Food. LOL. 07B5 will be boring without you.

Dinesh - He's insane. Not human. I ran my 4th round and he already finished his 2.4km.

Dorothy - I'll remember you for a penguin named Blender. Oh yar.. Harry Potter sucks.

Edwin - Liverpool? Long ball loser la. I only love Torres. That's all.

Ernieza - The pink laughing machine. Doesn't need to insert 20cents coin though.

Gangadevi - As usual, the evolve form of Haunter = Gengar. Where our class money??

Genevieve - Hey! You reminded me of Barney! A good leader to sum up. yeah!

Another half of the class to be continued on next post. =)

Hello Kitty? Netball life?

2008-02-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hello. My name is Rini Astika. Well, that was what my name would be if I was a girl. You're such a beautiful soul. Haha. Have you wondered what would be ahead if you're not a guy or a girl? What would life be written as when you woke up again the next day?

1. Soccer? Nope. I'll sit down and slack.
2. Periods. PMS. Damn. It hurts.
3. Fashion statement come 1st.
4. Guys? Men? Mars?
5. Speak of the Devil.

Wow. I better go back to myself. Huzaifah is me. Love me for whoever I am. =)

Have I felt enough for one man`s deed?

2008-02-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Some random pics of the week:

Oh Toilet Flusher. Try me again if you want to. I'll be ready when you are. Mark my words.

2008-02-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Miss S

1 week. <3

P.S: Let's have fries on Sunday! (:

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I feel pathetic for the 1st time. Baik smoker. Hahahaha. Terima Kasih. RABAK AH JOY!!

Beauty always comes with dark thoughts.

2008-01-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Only once I could see my dream but didn't feel the 'smallness' under the stars. I got barred in my cradle and being a prisoner I wrote a letter as follows:

The flower which was once and forever bloom had gone away with my sins. Maybe that world wasn't ready for The Ark. See me ruined by my own creations. Sceneries of us were painted beautiful in blood from the 1st day itself. I was once tired but unable to give up. Finally the play was done and the curtains were already down. Happy hunting, you double-faced carnivore.

Don't worry about me although there is not even one crossroad to choose from. It's temporary pain but eternal shame to continue taking part in this devil`s chess game. I'll wait for another horizon to show up. No more tearstains on the pages of my diary I promise. Please forgive the adoring beast in me.

(PS: - I really hope that your computer will be okay as soon as possible in order to read this.)

Time For One More Daring Dream.

2008-01-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Why i'm pissed:

1. You're boring.
2. I don't know how to do my homework.
3. 2 weeks left?? Fuck it la.

I cannot cry ’cause the shoulder cries more. I cannot die, I, a whore for this cold world. Forgive me.

Is there Life before a Death?

2008-01-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!! 2 weeks left. Oh crap. Open house was done. The fact was that I was not looking forward for it at all but ended up convincing all the parents. Hehehe. I had fun with Miss S since I was bored waiting for people to come. Sorry to bug you during ur Angklung prac. =X
Ahhh. I didn't see Kiddypalacegurl. Where was she? kinespace? outerspace? lol nvm. She told me she's not performing. Aiseh.. Your no.1 fan cannot support you like this seh.. Wasted la. Try harder!! Gogogo. =)

Okay... it was already going to be 2pm and I had to meet my fellow waks at Cck interchange. Using the power of force, I managed to reach on time... Which ended up me waiting for Zulkifli and Aidil for like 45mins. Wahh. I was fuming by then laa. I was stoning at the vending machine all the way while Zainuddin was entertaining himself with his Psp. No customer ehh. Lousy siak. haha. Since all the vulgar came out of my mouth, Zul decided to treat us lunch. Yessa!!!! Puas hati di Golden Chance. Took 190 till Centrepoint since Zul need to take something from Robinsons. On our way, there was a guy which came to him and said, "Excuse me. I'm a Gangster. I fight at school and now I have no money to take my N and O levels." Okayy. Basically it was a guy who was selling pen so that they can get cash from themselves. Skali... when we wanted to walk off, he used that cash to eat at Old Chang Kee. HAHAHAHA! What the hell! Wahh. O level = Old Chang Kee?? Both got O ahh but I can't see the link. Where was I? Oh... We headed to Plaza Singapura once we're done. Qamarul called us but didn't manage to make it and.... I forgot to tell Haziq that Ban Mian session was cancelled!! isssh. Sorrae ahh! Helmizar joined the party (mcm silkroad seh) at Bugis. Our hunt for Aidil's bag and wallet started but... Zai brought us to an office building. I was like wat the hell can we do?? haha. And it was shocking to see something happenning. Ieeesh. There was a black market upstairs. Scary ehh.. But respect ahh. I wasn't even expecting anything like that to occur in Singapore but congrats to these losers. Stylo Milo sehh. The best part came which was getting Free Food!! Thanks ah Zul. Sorry to eat slowly too. By the way guys, don't drink Sour Plum cause it sucks big time! 2 for $2 konon... siak ahh. Aidil found his motive and dragged us along to buy his gf's bdae present... to be honest, he didn't buy. hahahaha. Baik ah Dil. Anyways, we bought shirts together! It's a local shirt...and it's 4 for $10!!!! Siallarr.. like BATA(Buy and throw Away) seh. The Ah-Pek was pissed off with us for rummaging through his shirts in order to get the same design of different sizes. We looked like gays for sure. Let's wear together next Saturday!!! Pakse oeiii! =)

Phrase of the day (Burped By Zul) : KEPALE OTAK KAU!

This is my church of choice which standeth in love's sacrifice. For the rest, I have to say to you that I will dream like the God and suffer like all the dead children.

ASAL BOLEH KENTUT JER!!!

2008-01-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

It was mundane as usual. Started off with a short day which ended up dragging till 8pm. Economics teacher was not around. Damn I'm missing her chocolates but then I didn't even touch her homework yesterday. I'M SOOO LUCKY! =) Actually the whole school day consist of only 1 lesson which was Accounts. As usual, Aliff and me ended up singing, drawing and this time complaining due to the air-condition not working. Too hot to handle eh??

I fall sick for the rest of the day. My eyes were red and my nose was running around. The nose like knows that I brought a packet of tissues seh. Macam paham je. School ended and I was hesitant in going Band practice as usual. And....as usual too, I went there in the end uh. There goes my day. KFC-ed with Yuslinda and Syaheedah. I kept quiet during the whole meal for I don't know what reason. Skali skale diam2 best jugak. haha.

Homework -> Mathematics, Management of Business, Malay, Economics. Aiyah. Whatever la.

Apple fever now. :)

March Of The Sword Master.

2008-01-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

Who in the blue hell wrote that? STFU if you knew nothing much about me.
I was born to be one. At least I'm not trained like you.
I bet you didn't even have the ability and the qualities of that.
I had my own experience which was way better than yours.
Don't underestimate me. Get that into your head.
For your information, I'm seriously looking down on you right now. You're pathetic.
If you think I'm just a useless freak, yes indeed. Well, you're one of them too.
You wanna challenge my past?? I'll be the 1st person on the list to defeat you.

Fuck Chinese New Year Celebration. Sorry people. I'm not flaming up the races because I was referring to my school's programme. Why did the school have to include a band performance into it? Firstly, the choice of songs were just basically composed by our locals which didn't have any climax at all. Quavers, Rest. Quavers, Rest. Fuck it man. The same old melody being repeated over and over again. Where's the justice in music?? I'm hearing noises instead of beautiful sounds. If I had a choice, I wouldn't even have the thought of whether to perform or not. Nonsense sial.

KEYMARK BORING SIOL!!

I held your hand, and sat there knowing, that we'd make it through.

Cis!

2008-01-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey. Don't worry yea. Farah will always love you. Hehe. =)

Miss S lari,
mahu sembunyi sendiri.
Mengapa sampai hati,
dia mungkir janji.

Dia tak tak tahu,
Miss S perlu..perlu
Meninggalkan semua,
janji dulu.

Kerana tak mampu,
Penuh la hajat Wati yang dengki.
Barulah,
terasa puas hati si Wati.

Kerana hati Miss S,
hancur musnah kecewa.

Bagaimana nak mengerti.
Masa depan,
yang dirancang.
Wahai Action yang dikasihi.

Kanchong Spider.

2008-01-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

Wah Wah Wah.. Finally I'm back home. I'm super sick and tired of staying at home uh. Home sweet home for me but it's sour grapes for now. I didn't talk to my sister including her children. I'm gonna pretend that they do not exist at all. I'm so happy about yesterday. I managed to slap my sister and saying my prayers loudly in front of her face. Although I was crying, I felt satisfied of what I've done.

Oh yeah. When I was walking home, I saw tons of cyclists pass through me like nobody business eh. I'm abit jealous ahh but come to think of it, I missed the atmosphere of night cycling eh. The adventure was... AISEY MAN POWER LA!! Haha. I remembered when Aiman lose his balance while cycling and fell down on the grass. When I was asking whether he's okay or not, I turned around and headshot! I crashed onto the lamp post. It's freaking painful la but I'm still wondering what was I thinking when I saw it coming. Shocking eh.. But not shiok!!! -___-"

Alamak. I wanna play silkroad...I wanna sleep.. So, I sleep ahh. Goodnight. I wanna dream of 'wanita anggun dan jelita' tonight. Wish me luck oei!

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall!!

2008-01-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Eh today was so tiring la!!! Finally I'm home after hours of studying. Ish, why am I stupid?! I should have done that earlier. It doesn't matter actually because Coffee Bean is on the house!! Oh yeah, I got 3 items for just $4.40. That's crazy!!! You all jealous right? Just say ahh. I bet you people can't even get anything at $4.40 down there la. Too bad ah Joy!

Oh yes. All that was not because of me. There was a cute (Adorable but Ugly) girl whom decided to become my Mathematics Sifu. Fuuuhlerrmaark.. Actually she herself lousy!!! hahaha. Kiddin. Yessa. I'm so looking forward for my next study session eh. Thank you Rai for all this! See. I promote you seh. Must teach me okay?! I need you badly eh. Oooops. I sounded desperate. Who cares?? You better help me out because I wanna be in 07B5 after Common Test!! I don't want retain.................... AHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay okay. Enough please. I better do my MOB homework.

My First Sex Teacher. Eh No! That's a porn website. -__-" My Maths teacher i mean. LOL

[For further discounts at Coffee Bean, please contact her for more information]

Wah lan eh.. The picture is kinda big... She forced me to put it as medium size.. Sorry ah.

Fuuhh. That dustbin!!

2008-01-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

That's what I called Glory! With class and pride, that plastic cup was thrown. Ah. I dun mind taking that cup and frame it up. Imagine myself looking at the art of beauty before sleeping. May be a signature beside it will sum up the fantasy. That may even be one of the powerful tools for me to study for exams. Motivation seh. Too bad it's already gone. Aisey man wasted!

Rai was supposed to teach me Mathematics today but I had no choice but to scrap it off. Band ended around 6pm and it was alright. The songs are crap damn it! Actually I played like crap also ah but then... WHY MUST PERFORM?!?!? BHUTTO! Eh no.. that one got assasinated already. Never mind uh. Tomorrow will be a long day again! I'm looking forward for PE though. Okay, not because I'm getting free yogurts or apples but I just wanna runaway!!! Instead of wondering why??? Ooops. Lp lyrics...

09/01/2008 = School. PE. Coffee Bean. Mathematics. Home. Sleep. -___-"

Don't accuse me of not remembering you. I can't believe everything was returned back to me. But don't worry. I won't blame you I swear.

Everything X3

2008-01-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

Everything. Wah. I'm desperate. I need help down here. Last time there was someone who can kick my ass and wake me up. Now it's different. That person left me. So, it's a crap situation which I'm in right now. Who OI who?!? I hope the next 'Ass kicker' will be like more violent or something. May be he/she can be equpped with weapons like pen knife or staple to instill pain.
That would be challenging.

Tomorrow there's band. Performance for Chinese New Year? WTH?! What crap is there to play? Might as well we make performances for Hari Raya or Deepavali too. Haha. Eh, I'm not racist okay. I got fetish for chinese girls too!

Now, I'm getting my brains back to Econs homework, Book review and POA test. Take care people!! =P

Everything can change.

2008-01-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming. I'm so not ready for it. I'll do my best no matter what. I don't wanna go back to Pre-U 1. I wanna drink mocha, play soccer, play my trombone, PW, etc!! Help me people! I really need it. Contact me for study date! hehe. Oh yes, talking about dates.. I'm having exams on the 11th February!! Chee bye siolk. Haha. Valentine's Day = STUDY EH. LLL life la... Wah lan eh. Eeeeesh. It's okay I guess. Remember the word Force?!!

Aiyah. I'm looking forward for Friday! PAE Vs. MI. :) I feel like diving now. I wanna take goal kick. Haha. Let's keep a clean sheet! Yessa! Wish me luck okay? Come and support if you want to. A banner with my name on it will do. Haha. Act pro seh.

Don't run away. Stop it uh. I'm trying my best right now at least. At least give me chance ah. Aduh.

A short day for me.

2008-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

It's long la!!!!! haha. I was expecting to be home after Friday prayers but.. NO NO NO! Here is Abu Huzaifah just finished bathing after coming back home around 10:15pm. However, satisfaction was there. Finger licking good.

Oh well, i grabbed a set of Buddy Meal just now!! In the end only my chicken were gone. ALAMAK WASTED. $5.50 for 2 chickens. What the hell. I had a great talk with Rai. I'm looking forward for Monday!! STUDY OII! =P

It's over. Please. Don't bother me anymore. It's better to shut my mouth and move on. =)

Pre-University Year 2.

2008-01-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

The title sounds professional. However, the person is not even close to it! Now 7 subjects due to Project Work. How long am I going to be there?? Let's see how it goes. :)

Today was not bad afterall because it was short. I'm early for school today! Wasted eh. When I entered the gate, I was.. FUUUHYOOOO. An angel floating near me? Actually, it was a ghost. Oh yeah. I'm not going to be the Chairman anymore by Friday. 1 year was already enough for me. To the next successor, good luck ah Joy. Alright, I'm seriously hungry. I've not eaten the whole day. There's gonna be PE tomorrow afternoon. Starts at 4:05pm! Like primary school eh. But NO NO NO! You come you cry. You never come you also cry!

To sum up, I need a rest for tomorrow's journey. bb

Next Stop: PEEE.EEEE

Like New Year's Resolution.

2008-01-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Huzaifah!

8 for year 2008.

Number 1. Get out of advancement zone in MI.
Number 2. Make sure my Sister is out of the house.

Number 3. Achieve something in music.

Number 4. Create new dimension in friendships.

Number 5. NWO day.

Number 6. Crossbar challenge every Saturday.

Number 7. A & A.

Number 8. Night Lord, here I come.

Okay. I need a little bit of luck on all these but I'll try my best. If cannot.. FORCE. That's the way. No Kengo-kengo please.

Next stop: Back To School.