It's over. (:
Now I've gotta get back to my studies. My absenteesm rate is very high now and I don't wanna get barred from the examination. If that's the case, my life will be meaningless. I can't wait to kickstart on next Tuesday. (Too bad Monday is a holiday!)
I suddenly don't have the word 'FORCE' in me for the past few months. ahhh. I must get back to the old ways because that trademark is very powerful and it describes most of my life. Even my friends is asking me to 'FORCE'. hahahaha. Seriously, alot of people are underestimating this word. Be careful, it may bite you.

When I heard the result, I just sat down and reflect on my life. I couldn't deny that it was heartbreaking. It sounded like a failure but I was still having my chin up and having the balls to look at other schools who cried. It was full of drama around. Apart from that, I did look at my own member's eyes. It was full of disappointment but I was still very proud of them. This was because I knew they worked very hard till this day and endured all the pressure from almost every corner. We may look weak in our performance but for sure, we're strong in our minds. And from there we'll move forward as a stepping stone.
It's not about the medals. It's about the memories and the joy we shared with each other. The future will only get better for sure. I promise.
Scribbled at: 11:12:00 AM