For the whole night I've been staring at the ceiling and reflecting on what I've done for the past 1 term. It has been the busiest days in the history of my life. With everyday going home at almost 10pm, I wasn't able to cope with my studies and of course, Homework. I'm feeling very guilty for the past 1 month or so because of my poor attitude and running away from the teachers like a criminal. Yes, it's my fault.. And I want to get myself back on track as soon as possible. For the teachers who visit my blog, I really hope you understand for all the trouble I've been giving in which you hated me so much. Pardon me for talking like a person to another human instead of saying formally like a student to a teacher.
The only thing I can do in order to convince them that I'm very sorry is by proving them wrong for the examination. Now that I've got a 1-month break coming soon, I'm really looking forward for it. Well, it is not because that I can slack myself and kill the times away but I really need time alone for my revision without any disturbance. I wanna concentrate. I want to repeat last year's mood in which all I have is note,coffee and an open mind. Seriously. The last thing I want to hear is, "It's worth it."
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To whom it may concern,
As a friend, I'm just hoping that you'll stay strong and be there for your loved ones all the time. Even though others may not be able to help out on the problems that you're having, I think you're mature enough to think about what the future lies. Although I may not be seeing you anymore or for a long time, always remember the times that make us smile and also the the hardships that we've been through. We may not be on the same boat but for at least we're going towards the same direction on the sea.
As a leader, The most important thing is to promise yourself that you will move on with your chin up and not dwelling on anything. Failure is nothing but it is the way you get up and move on from it will be the one that counts. Wish you all the best.
